Monday, August 8, 2011
Fears in my pregnancy..?
I'm pregnant again and we are so excited. My first pregnancy I lost my little girl in utero at 21 weeks due to a large cystic hygroma we watched grown from my first sonogram at 10 weeks they are a sign of turner syndrome we did an amnio and she did indeed have turners. My first appt for this pregnancy is on the 23 of this month. I really can't wait bc I don't even know how far I am yet but I am terrified of finding that there may be anything wrong with this one. My dr said there is only like a 1% chance that this would ever happen again but I'm just hoping for a perfect healthy baby I can't lose another one we were devastated. I had a dream last night that I was at my first apt and they showed me a video that they had recorded of my birth of my stillborn baby. What I told you about the turner baby. I didn't know they had done this (they didn't really this was my dream) and I saw how my baby looked born so early and with such a large cystic hygroma it was 10 cm in diameter. It was horrible dream and jus put me in a state that I am scared of anything being wrong with my baby that I'm pregnant with now. Does anyone have any words for comfort or ever experienced such a loss and now have a beautiful healthy baby. I just need some uplifting words I'm worrying myself too much
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